Yesterday was my first day alone. Without mama's help. And? I survived.
With the help of.......
Coffee and TV.
Coffee for me. TV for Andrew.
And I am making a conscious choice not to feel guilty about letting my oldest son watch more than the recommended two hours of television a day. I am making a conscious choice not to feel guilty that I actually need a dash, or twenty, of caffeine to help me stay awake to care for my husband, two sons, and keep this house from being declared a national disaster area.
The choice to not feel guilty is just that. A choice. Because no one tells you (a mother) when you leave the hospital with your first newborn that you are about to experience guilt that you never imagined. Guilt for situations that are beyond your control. And then? Feeling guilty for feeling guilty! It is a vicious cycle.
So I am choosing to not feel guilty for allowing myself some "shortcuts" these next few weeks. At this point? It is all about survival.
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Girl, I'm with you on that!! Don't feel guilty ONE BIT!!!
The first six weeks really is about survival. Then you can enjoy the moment. You're capable of WAY more than you think possible!! You're going to love having two boys. And there's nothing wrong with a little coffee and TV.
do not feel guilty. i love coffee and tv and i don't have a newborn for an excuse anymore.
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